- Date posted
- 2y
insomnia n thoughts
it's 3am and i just got bombarded with hocd and tocd thoughts and I feel like I don't even know what I want even though I say I don't want that, I don't want to like girls and I don't want to be a guy but it felt like denial. Honestly even though hocd scares me I couldn't care less bc the tocd scares me more, but because I'm not as scared of the other thoughts it makes me think that it's just denial and that I like them. Rn I did compulsions bc of it and that just confused me even more.. ha