Anonymous
- Date posted
- 6y
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- Date posted
- 6y
Yes??
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 6y
really? like i don’t even really have vivid intrusive thoughts of violence i just obsess over the thought that i feel like i WILL kill somebody someday and it’s really scary. i’m here for you! :(
Stephen SmithStephen Smith
- Date posted
- 6y
We need to remind ourselves to accept the thoughts not disprove them
bbleighbbleigh
- Date posted
- 6y
Yes! This is a constant for me. I never have specific thoughts about harm anymore, mine has just turned into wondering if I’m a psycho who would kill her daughter. It’s debilitating. I check every interaction I have with her. When you are just reading a book to your baby and your mind “do you want to kill her? Do you secretly want her dead?” It’s the most paralyzing experience. Thank you for posting this.
chrystenchrysten
- Date posted
- 6y
Omg, it’s so scary, I get scared I’m SpEd or something. The obsessions tell me such horrible things then they turn around and act like I’m the one that’s crazy and that I’m gonna end up in a mental institute for “my bad thoughts.”
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- Date posted
- 6y
This made me feel very comforted:)
o: O: Devon O: o:o: O: Devon ...
- Date posted
- 6y
Also, I wanted to say you are really brave:) I’ve thought about posting about this for a long time but never got up the courage to:/ Bc I really, legitimately worry sometimes that I’m going to kill someone or that I’m a sociopath. I constantly check my actions and thoughts to see “is that something a murderer or a sociopath would be doing/thinking?” Sometimes if I get angry I think “what if I lost control now or in the future and hurt them or someone else??” It’s not even that I’m thinking “I want to hurt them,” it’s “what if I become a different person or something and lose it?” It’s so scary for me and I feel like such an evil piece of trash?
MissLovelyMissLovely
- Date posted
- 6y
Yep
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 6y
thank YOU so much for sharing, that sounds terrifying. :(
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- Date posted
- 6y
Yep! It’s the same for me!!! That is EXACTLY what happens to me:( I’ve felt terrified, extremely guilty, even suicidal over it. It’s awful?
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- Date posted
- 6y
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andrewt_
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- Date posted
- 22w
Does anyone ever mimic/imagine harm OCD thoughts?
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cows12465
- Date posted
- 21w
does anyone else have this
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Youactlikeyo...
- Date posted
- 14w
Is this apart of ocd?
Hi I just have a few questions! (Im 14 btw) Okay so basically I’m really worried I’ll become a pedo/I already am and I don’t know it yet. I’m also really scared if I SA someone, even tho I don’t want to and I’d never do something like that but I feel like this part of me is saying that I will and it’s really scaring me. I feel so alone and I’m so scared I’m a bad person on the inside and this isn’t ocd and I’m gonna unleash hell on this earth I’m so scared. I’ll get a thought like if I’m walking past someone random it will be like “What if you sa them?” And it scares me so bad I feel horrible for thinking that. Is this apart of it? I feel like I’m always fixated on the topic of sa to check if I would do something like that, I don’t know anymore I just feel like a bad person (btw I have not done anything like that to anyone!)
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