Tocd and ego death? I’m a pretty spiritual person and when I have my first intrusive thoughts I saw 222 and now I keep thinking I might have gone through some sort of ego death? Idk if I’m saying this to myself to feel better I’m not sure I’ve been trying to not be too spiritual anymore since I saw that and have since seen repeating numbers a lot like 455 or 1212 numbers in that variation when I do feel like myself I do tend to see 777 or 888 more often and I’m trying to tell myself it’s just angels protecting me or that they’re there for me but I end up just getting super depressed and just don’t know how to navigate spirituality and ocd (and I have been diagnosed with ocd so I’m just kind of confused)