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- 3y
Terrified that I’m out of the will of God
So I was in an abusive situation spiritually and emotionally for a few years and didn’t fully know it until after. I felt like God was directing me out so I left and even other people confirmed that they felt like I was leaving soon etc. When I got to the new place, I had heard a pretty loud intrusive thought that just said leave and it crippled me for a long time thinking I was out of the will of God. I ended up getting a prophecy that I was right where I needed to be etc and so I tried to let go of the anxious feelings and stuff that I kept feeling. Then I get a job offer that I’d been praying about and the week after I get it I heard another loud intrusive thought of yeah this is wrong and you’re not supposed to be here and it makes me throw up. I’m trying to listen to God and see the opportunities and closed doors but my mind always tells me I have to go back to the abusive place.