Has anyone had this type of ocd where you wonder if you r word your partner and if your partner r word you ? IVe been obsessing what if I r word my partner and I’ll think of moments wondering would that be considered r word and now it’s about what If my partner r word me and it’ll bring up moments and I wonder if that’s considered r word 😢😢😢😢😢😢this is the worst . Just wondering if I can message someone about it as well . And I’m scared to even talk about this bc someone might tell me it is r word . But someone might tell me it’s not . Idk . But I love my bf 😢😢 the fact that my mind has took it this far . Idk what to do anymore .

@Elicambel Thank you . It’s so hard

@Tiredoflife I know but you will get through this I promise ❤️

@Elicambel So you have experienced this before? If you don’t mind, can you share about how your situation is?

@Tiredoflife Oh no I haven’t but I promise you will get through it ❤️

@Elicambel Thank you 🥺🥺🥺 I hope I can

@Tiredoflife 💞

@digitalwatch I copied this from my Facebook post in an ocd group . So You’ve experienced it as well ? Can you tell me a little bit more if you don’t mind sharing ? Struggling here .

@digitalwatch Ima just vent cause I need to get this off my chest : a moment that popped up into my head is one day we were doing it and he’s always wanted to try a position that I wasn’t comfortable trying and I didn’t want to try it but this day he was convincing me to try it and I didn’t want to . I kept telling him that but I ended up giving in and tried it and I didn’t like it lol. But there’s also moments attached to that moment . Like before the moment I explained . Ima just say what position he w acted to try so it can make more sense but he wanted to try anal. So I have these moments o remember - like he stuck his thing in my butt and then I can see he kinda pushing it in even i vocally didn’t want to . But he didn’t put it all the way it but was I guess attempting to . But the thing is I’m not 100 percent sure he did this . Part of me feels like it but idk . But the part where he convinced me happened and I agreed to try it