Does anyone relate?

So when Im reading trans peoples posts and stuff, I always focus on the worst stories and cases and believe that thats whats happening to me or going to happen, its like I am living their experience for the lack of a better term. All the other positive and less triggering posts/comments my brain just ignores and only focuses on the worst. Ive always had a strong imagination like when I was young I watched alot of Wwe and id very clearly imagine myself walking down the ramp as my fav wrestler while the music played in the back and pyros went off. Or like when Im having conversations in my mind with someone Its like im there and actually having it, its too vivid. Or when I automatically create scenarios in my head they feel so real like this is how I would do it it if the scenario were to happen in Irl. Does anyone relate?

Username: zzyyxx

Date posted: 160d ago

Yes, i can relate. Things go crazy when you're anxious. When it is combined with intrusive thoughts, images or feelings, everything feels surreal. I used to think i was just me thinking like this. All of my fears felt like they were straight out of a sci-fi or horror movie. I was seeing scenes where i was the one experiencing everything and the images were vivid. I was dissappointed and sad thinking "why do i feel like this?", "why do i think these hideous thinks while noone else does? or "why can i not be normal like anyone else, do i have to be like this?", "why does it have to be me and nobody else?" but once you realize these are all OCD trying to trick you, it gets better. You learn how to control it.

Username: Imaan7

Date posted: 160d ago

Thanks, i hate how strong my imagination is, i get lost in the daze of playing out scenarios in my head, theres so many patterns and irrelevant conversations and thoughts