How do I do things when I have absoloutely no sense of identity of my sexuality/gender. My identity feels like its ben wiped off clean from my mind. I feel unknown, and even when i force myself to do anything I feel no emotion or interest, literally none. I can only do braindead things now like watching stupid youtube videos for hours, even movies bore me and I feel apathetic and I used to be a movie buff.

ishdh.2

Date posted: 3y

I’m feeling exactly the same way. It’s so difficult to engage in old hobbies or even remember what I used to feel like. I’m sorry you also have to deal with it, bc it feels exhausting and idk if I can keep this up

Ghost123

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 3y

I believe the anxiety can make you feel emotionally numb. It gets exhausting. I’ve had this a couple of times past 2 days.

Imaan7

Date posted: 3y

Man ive been numb for almost 18 months, complete numbness for 13. The damn meds made it worse

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