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Yes! I’m like I want go back to normal and my mind even stops and doubts that
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It’s literally like my brains broken it’s hell everyday. You’re so young though! You have so much ahead of you! I’ve been doing cbt therapy and it has helped me. You just have to say whatever to the thoughts.
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Yesss it’s like my brains like well do you want to be a pedo etc and I’m like fuck offf it’s literally hell and none of it makes sense but we just have to keep breathing, occupy our minds and keep living because all that matters is our actions and behaviour ❤️
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Just know that the thoughts aren’t reality! You are still literally a child yourself haha. Just keep doing what you live and ignore the bully in your head. How I like to describe it is a bully that always bugs you until you stand up to it
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And can I include I also discovered masturbation at a young age, and was aroused when I was pretending to be sexual on the website, thinking back ik I was a kid and didn’t know what I was doing but I feel terrible about itv
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it’s totally normal it feel sexual when you were a kid and when you’re an adult. i’m 14 and just discovered masturbation a year ago and sometimes it makes me feel bad too, especially when intrusive thoughts (p*do stuff) happen while i’m masturbating
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Thanks, I know it’s normal but my mind just can’t let it go and I don’t care about it but my brain keeps making me feel bad about it
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Cause it was a random guy and I was way too young to be on there and I remember he typed something like grabs ass and I remember saying oo cheeky.. I know sexuality is a part of being human, butbecause I was only 10 my mind won’t stop bullying me about it
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it’s not your fault at all
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I literally discovered masturbation at like 7/8 which I know is so normal
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for sure! if i may ask, what is your ocd type that you’re stressing over?
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There’s different themes and they all switch so it started off as incestual thoughts then due to testing out reactions to new thought s I developed pedophilia ocd mainly about would I want to do this etc or scared of enjoying doing sexual things to a child because I’m sexual even though I would never hurt a child and I work with them
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i’m 14 and i have that ocd and thoughts too. it freaking sucks but then my brains like “do you really think it’s sucks”
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SAME!!! it’s awful! i was writing my senior letter and i couldn’t even do it, it was so hard. every time i would write “i hope you’re a good person” i would get anxiety and my brain would go “do you really?”
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thank you!! you’re amazing
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yes ma’am ??
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true that. i hope that you’re improving and can live your life the best that you can!❤️
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Hi everyone, I'm struggling with what I think are intrusive thoughts, possibly related to OCD, and I'm hoping someone here might relate. When I was younger, in my early teens, I went through a period where I had a strong interest in pornography. During that time, I encountered hentai involving male characters, related to an anime I enjoyed. One of the characters was someone I even looked up to. I feel incredibly uncomfortable admitting this, but I believe I engaged in sexual activity related to it. Years later, I'm plagued by intrusive thoughts about this. I feel intense self-disgust and shame. It's like this memory has "tainted" my ability to enjoy that anime, and sometimes other things. I'm constantly replaying the situation in my mind, questioning my past actions, and worrying about what it means about me. The anxiety is significantly impacting my life. Does anyone else experience intrusive thoughts focused on past events, particularly those that cause feelings of shame or disgust? How do you cope with the constant replaying and questioning? I'm looking for support and understanding. Thank you for listening.
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Hey guys today I just wanted to come here and share an experience I have and I generally don't know what to do I feel like a terrible person for having these thoughts and for thinking them I genuinely don't know what to do I don't know the signs behind it and why I think the way I do but it's honestly driving me crazy I don't know what to do I have a pornography addiction for a long time it's where it's like anytime I'm an intimate moment or am masturbating my head just thinks these weird things always the same repetitive thoughts to of family members your younger sibling or a young child I myself am a 17 year old and I feel so disgusted I feel like I can't live my life anymore I feel like I'm a criminal cuz like it feels like I chose this these thoughts like I actively think them I don't know the signs behind it and I just really need professional help if there's any like therapist here that could fill me in that would be nice I would also like to know if you guys had any similar experiences because for me I feel like I have to rewatch pornography and do it right without the thoughts cuz I feel like the thoughts are just like to prevalent anytime I do anything related to masturbation why do I think this way I'm also just trying to be as honest as I can with this I'm not trying to make myself I guess a victim I'm trying to hold myself accountable if I actually am like this because I also have doubts in my head that tells me that I enjoy these things I feel like I'm going crazy someone help because it feels so real like I acted on them or that I was pleasuring myself to the thoughts and not towards the video it's just how can I live with myself you know also during it it felt like I was thinking the thought for a long period of time like it was dominating my head so I couldn't focus it felt l
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Guys I just wanted to hang up and I was looking at pornography every time I was you know do it and I would get bombarded with thoughts I'd get overwhelmed with them like my mind is just constantly thinking of and it was just so hard infuriating I was looking at like anime pornography and Isaw one of the videos that looks familiar I watched it before but I remember they had like a underage anime character and then I clicked off it as soon as I saw them and my mom said oh you clicked it just so you can see that and what makes it worse is like pretty ejaculation already leaked out so now it feels like I did it i didn't even jerk off to you all I did was see the thumbnail and then I have thoughts like saying oh well might as well already get off to it when it wasnt the content I wanted to see I seen that the thumbnail before in the sight I just ignored it was focusing on the video I wanted to see for now I feel like i have to restart everything not only with the overwhelming thoughts but also my thoughts made it feel like I was actively seeking it like if I want my thought it was like oh you knew it was going to be there but u still click it anyway oh yes I had a feeling but as soon as I saw it I clicked off I don't know I'm just overthinking I guess and also like as soon as I saw it like my mind had a urge like might aswell get off to it finish it very hard I don't even remember how I climaxed I don't even know if I did it right but now I feel like I have to restart
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