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Can anyone share how much erp therapy has Helped. I started it but only for 2 weeks and want to start again because I see that medication doesn’t help all the way
Can anyone share how much erp therapy has Helped. I started it but only for 2 weeks and want to start again because I see that medication doesn’t help all the way
ERP helped me heal and recover from OCD. But what you need to know is that it takes a lot of hard work and effort and you can’t not do the assignments or homework because it’s scary or uncomfortable.
ERP has helped me recover so much and i’ll give you an example. I had an obsession with numbers. 5 was good. 6 was bad. I avoided 6 and especially 666. When I saw it I immediately thought whatever thought I had when I saw it was bad even if it was like going to my moms house after work…I would question going. In ERP maybe 6 months ago, my therapist had me write 6s and purposely wrote 666 and resist attaching meaning and doing compulsions. I am proud to say that when I see 666 I don’t flinch. I don’t add numbers or count to make decisions. I feel like I have so much freedom and that is just one tiny example of my ERP growth. I hope this helped. ❤️
@thereserose Wow! That’s amazing!!!!
Erp has helped me alot through time. I also am on medications for about a year now. For me also acceptance and mindfulness helped alot (at first I didn't belive in it and all the therapists I went to recomended it to me). I know its probably really hard for you right now but I had severe ocd and its getting better and better there are most days now that I forget that I even have ocd. Keep trying and give yourself alot of self compassion and love❤
I read about ERP and have seen information about it on here. One of the goals is to say, "maybe I am this or that...ect." That terrified me. The thoughts and images that go in my head are disturbing and upsetting. I don't want to even think about saying, "maybe this or that." It's devasting to have these thoughts and question why you're having these thoughts. Doesn't the "maybe" make it worse? The one thing that helps me is that is to remind myself that these are just thoughts and I know I'm not a monster, even if I feel like one. Is ERP not for everyone? Has anyone else had a problem with the techniques used in this kind of therapy? I had cognitive therapy for years with an OCD specialist and that seemed to help a lot. Writing out the worst case scenarios would make me suicidal. Im having a difficult time not obsessing over the "maybe" after intrusive thoughts now. It doesn't make it better.
Anyone else feel like they just sit there during sessions? Like I can’t wait for it to be over so I don’t have to do this twice a week anymore. I think I’m putting in effort but sometimes feels like a huge waste of time and I’m not making progress but maybe that’s just my ocd?
Has anyone else had a rough start? I’m 4 sessions in and have had no actual ERP work happen, I have 2 different therapists because none have availability to meet 2 times a week. Both those therapists are not available for the next 2 weeks so now I’m going to see a new 3rd one. Each time I’ve seen a new therapist I feel like the whole first session is spent with them re explaining everything. I’m paying for this out of pocket because they don’t accept Tricare which is my insurance as a Retired Marine. So I’m 960 in, and honestly feel worse than when I started. I get zero suggestions on what to do between sessions and feel so incomplete after my session finishes. I feel like I’ve gotten more help asking chat gpt questions on EPR and how to deal with ROCD than I do in my sessions . Does anyone have any insight or helpful advice here?
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