Color Obsession

I always need to have my bedroom be a safe space for me and one of my coping distractions is interior design. I just moved to a new apartment which is already a trigger in itself but now that I am here I realize I HATE the colors of my walls. They don’t go with anything I own and it is making my room feel very uncomfortable :( I am starting to become fully obsessed with the color and it is creating a massive spiral for me. I just want to be able to feel safe in my own space but now I just want to move out only a month and a half into the lease. I am thinking about asking my landlord to paint but I am so scared they will say no. I think it is what kick started my dissociative episode.