- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Username
- Kallie
- Date posted
- 541d ago
- Transgender OCD
- Relationship OCD
Hey guys, I really need some help
Rocd,, trans ocd,, everything ocd lol So my relationship with my boyfriend is one out of a movie. I'm 24, we've been together since I was 16. We have a house and contiously try to show eachother hoe much we mean in eachothers lives. Recently I've fallen out of love so to speak, feeling super bland around him and hopless. I find myself looking for those feelings in other places. I feel so guilty. I'm not a cheated, but I fantasize about other people. I know we can fall Back in love and it's natural for love to wax and wane, but my ocd screams at me to leave. "Your gay your gay, your a trans man that's why" Keep in mind my whole life I've always felt female (I'm a natural born female). Then suddenly after a traumatic event I didn't know who I was, started having intrusive sexual images of females and questioned my feelings for my partner. My partner and I are really good together, I don't want to have to leave because of some thoughts. Please just give me some inspiration and hope, anything please 🙏 thank you