- Date posted
- 2y
Tell me I’m not the only one
I started worrying about schizophrenia couple months ago it’s been non stop, trying to figure out if I have it or not, I think about it every day and it makes me sad I stress about it all day most days and it makes me not want to do anything, but to top it off, I’m constantly listening to see if I hear stuff that’s not real like the slightest sound I’m panicking and checking to see if it’s real well last night threw me off and took my into a spiral or worry, I was laying there listening and then all of a sudden I heard a loud voice in my head that did not sound like me it sounded like a creature a raspy voice that scared me and it said one word but it wasn’t a real word it sounded like kid gibberish but it was one word and then I went into a panic worrying I’m schizophrenic and I don’t ever remember doing any of this before I started worrying about schizophrenia. My OCD won’t stop obsessing over it and I can’t convince myself that I’m not schizophrenic and everything I find on google says I am and I’m terrified, has anyone with OCD ever done this and you are not schizophrenic?