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If you accept the 'worst case' , it would be an attraction to women. This doesn't mean that you have to practice it in real life! I am a bisexual myself but in a relationship with a man. You are good the way you are, and your thoughts are not controllable, but you have the power on your decisions you make in life! It doesn't matter if it's ocd or not, if you don't want to practice it in real life, you don't have to! wish you the best.

personally, I relate with this. You could just be sexually confused. You don’t need to force yourself in anyway to feel like there is a right answer because that is a personal choice. Just go with the flow usually as i say