Fantasies and Desires

If you accept the 'worst case' , it would be an attraction to women. This doesn't mean that you have to practice it in real life! I am a bisexual myself but in a relationship with a man. You are good the way you are, and your thoughts are not controllable, but you have the power on your decisions you make in life! It doesn't matter if it's ocd or not, if you don't want to practice it in real life, you don't have to! wish you the best.

@Anonymous Yes but it will not work with men if women arouse me more :-( and I just don’t want to be attracted to women :-( I just cannot handle that. So it means that ocd it’s about that our thoughts are true but we just don’t have to do it in real life?

Deleted my previous comment because I think it could come off as reassuring you(which isnt good when you have ocd). Remember that thoughts are just thoughts and groinal response is a thing, also its tough but sometimes you just have to tell ocd "maybe, maybe not" Im not sure how well that helps with sexual orientation ocd but try telling yourself "maybe I am a lesbian, maybe Im not." Its scary but we have to embrace uncertainty to calm the thoughts down. I hope this helps in some way, best wishes to you

personally, I relate with this. You could just be sexually confused. You don’t need to force yourself in anyway to feel like there is a right answer because that is a personal choice. Just go with the flow usually as i say