- Date posted
- 2y
Very bad thoughts
Hey guys, I am new to this whole OCD thing. And I'm honestly questioning if it is OCD. I am thinking that I am going insane. Or that I'm going crazy. My thoughts are getting so bad to the point that I just want to scream and punch something. My thoughts are getting bad to the point to where I question if I am going to become a serial killer or a murderer. I keep getting thoughts and images of hurting my boyfriend. It's tearing me up and I get these thoughts quite often. It's very distressing. It gives me so much anxiety and makes me feel like I cannot trust myself. I'm to the point where I'm scared of sleeping face to face with him because I don't want anything to happen. I take walks whenever I get these thoughts but even on the walks the thoughts continue. I just want them to go away. It feels like they are ruining me. And I am so afraid of snapping😭