- Date posted
- 2y
My mind keeps turning everything against me.
So I’ve had harm ocd and had switched over to health ocd. Now i feel like it’s both and i don’t know what to do. My mind is pinning everything against me and is telling me that I’m a horrible person based off of previous experiences. Along with extreme health concern ocd my harm intrusive thoughts are now back. And they feel so much more real. ☹️ so elementary school and middle school were fine for me. I had my group of friends and my best friends and everything and it was fine. High school however was different. All of my friends from my previous schools went to a different school than me. So i was all on my own. When i was younger it wasn’t hard to make friends but when i was in a high school i don’t why but nothing ever clicked for me. Like i wasn’t really willing to make any friends because i didn’t think anyone liked me because i was ugly and overweight, so i just hung by myself. Now mind you i still did extra curricular activities and had friends from that so it’s not like i was a complete loner. However today my mind is telling me that i was a loner and am just like Dahmer because i was a loner. I don’t know anything about him i never seen the show but i heard that he was a loner. So now my mind is telling me that maybe I’m secretly like him because i was a loner In school. And i never really had a problem with being alone, i just did my own thing and went about my business. But now I’m freaking out because now my mind is turning This against me 😭😭