Real event ocd

You were a child. All humans make terrible mistakes as children that we will later regret in life. You can forgive yourself and move on from the real event. You deserve happiness! ❤️

@Hopeful2022 I had to have known right from wrong ! There’s just no way

@Justmesadly 6,7,8 is extremely young. We hardly know right from wrong at that age :)

@Hopeful2022 What’s the point of moving on if I maybe caused someone really bad trauma. I can’t forgive myself. I’m not friends with her anymore but I just feel so sick knowing that she maybe is struggling as bad as me

@Justmesadly I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. It must be really hard for you. You need to sit with these feelings of uncertainty and think to yourself "maybe she is struggling, maybe she isn't" As difficult as that is to do. Your OCD is most likely blowing this way out of proportion, it is the doubting disorder after all. I hope you feel better soon ❤️

@Hopeful2022 No I know that it’s super super bad. Like most people would think that I should be dead or in prison. I’m trying my best

@Justmesadly You don't deserve to die ❤️

If you have the types of OCD you mentioned above then maybe you should treat this as an obsession and try to move forward, despite the anxiety. It is so hard but trust in the process and have compassion for yourself like you would for someone else.