it feels so real guys. Ive always wanted a husband and kids and a family, but now these thoughts are making me believe differently maybe in denial. I hate these thoughts so so much i just want them to go away. any advice?
I’m feeling this too. I’m feeling like what if I don’t want that anymore, is that really what I wanted?? I cant even tell. I’m just leaving my trust in God as I cannot try and control my mind but God had control over me.
@Yeehaww yes!! keep trust in god and remind yourself that this is ocd trying to trick you. stay strong ♥️
To feel so stressed is not even worth it. I find peace in God and scripture. I’m not compulsions as much which I’m thankful for. Just day by day I know Jesus saved
I feel the same way. It kind of went away for a bit. I mean, the urgency and the thoughts. But after that I started thinking why don't I feel like having sex with him all the time and the only explanation from OCD was that I was a lesbian. I realize it doesn't really make sense and I try to be with the uncertainty but the feeling doesn't seem to leave.
I feel this deeply. Was just listening to a song called Prince of Peace by Hillsong United that I’ve found comfort in when it gets scary. The bridge says: “Your love surrounds me When my thoughts wage war When night screams terror There your voice will roar Come death or shadow God I know your light will meet me there.”