I know I enjoy having sex with my boyfriend, but I worry it’s not enough because I enjoy fantasizing about other things. I just feel weird about it. I know that fantasies are just fantasies but it just makes me feel like I don’t actually like my boyfriend and I’m not actually straight.
I think this too about my girlfriend at times, I go through spells of being loving and being able to be present & then other times when my head tells me I want to he with the same sex, it's crazy convincing
For me it was images. When I’m in the mood with my husband, I’d be in the mood and then out of the blue images from p**n sites from my past would pop up and it would kill the mood and shut me down.
I am scared that i even dont enjoy the sex anymore :-(
when I look at Instagram and there’s a woman I feel like I’m getting turned/aroused
@Cassandragoth Me too but I am scared that I am also mentally aroused by it cuz I have chosen to watch lesbian porn in the past :-(