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- 2y ago
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How is everybody today? Does anybody need to talk about anything? ♥️♥️♥️
How is everybody today? Does anybody need to talk about anything? ♥️♥️♥️
I had a big cry today! I'm expecting a baby and there's a lot of emotions going around :)
Aww congratulations on the baby! Sometimes it's good to have a big cry to let all of your feelings out. Good luck ♥️
@Marc D Congratulations! Much love and happiness to you and your new family to come.❤️
Sometimes it feels like I take one step forward and then two steps back. It gets really frustrating. These past 4 days have been a bit harder. But I still go about my day like nothing is bothering me even though I’m thinking a million thoughts at once. And sometimes it only takes one of those thoughts to hold me back again. I’m gonna still keep fighting but it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever dealt with in my life.
You're so strong! Recovery wont be easy (even though we all wish it was) and there will be a lot of downs, but also lots of ups! I hope you feel better soon♥️
I feel like I’m walking on egg shells! Everything “seems” fine and like OCD is maybe on the way out, but I can’t help but feel like it’s on the back of my mind instead of on the top of it. And for some reason that uncertainty feels weird. Like I’m not sure if I gave in or not.
I'm feeling the same way at the moment. You're very strong ♥️
I’ve been somewhat ok. I’m not working right now, so don’t have to deal with severe levels of OCD. But I still have my times when out and about. Had ERP this morning. My insurance is over 11/30. So maybe MediCal will take me, but NOCD not covered. So at least I can use this app. and my therapist will hold a spot for me for 3 mos. in case I get another provider through Covered Cal. I’m in parking lot debating whether to get a coffee, which hypes me up and mimics my fight or flight. But they’re so darn good. 🌟
@Anonymous I’m so glad you’ll still have this app! We can at least try to be supportive. Fingers crossed🤞🏼you can find some insurance and a provider so you can continue, I think just learning ERP is already so so helpful.
Landlord doubled my rent :/, like 99% certain he's trying to force me out. It's really unfortunate because I was just starting to get to some relative stability with my OCD.
I'm sorry ♥️
@Idyot Eek…I know this feeling of being hit with something that feels destabilizing. I agree with person above, double check if they are able to do that. Best of luck to you!
I’m having a very hopeful couple of days…after a long stretch of very doom filled ones. You’re very kind for offering others to engage and vent. 💜
I'm very happy for you. And thank you! ♥️
I’m really really struggling. I had a flashback to my childhood and I’m panicking because I can’t remember if I did or didn’t like the same gender. Part of me wants to say yes. Part wants to say no. I remember having crushes on boys but I’m scared I had them for girls and I can’t remember. This feels so so real. Like 99% real. I’m breaking down honestly
I'm sorry you're going through this ♥️
@Myheadhurts35 Sending you loads of well wishes. I think the answer is to try not to seek an answer, or maybe take a break from it to start.
Hello I'm just posting to see if anyone needs to talk about your day or what's bothering you! Feel free to comment
Hey guys. Just a reminder that regardless of the subtype, our need for certainty is the enemy. I hope you guys are doing okay today. Any victories or grievances that need to be shared?
I was going to ask for advice and vent after i just had an episode but reading through everyones post on here. I can see that everyone is collectively struggling at the moment and i think we need to utilize this community for more than just sharing our sadness. Nothing is wrong with venting of course but i feel like there isnt enough positive energy here to encourage everyone to keep going. I know asking for reassure feels like a must sometimes and trust me everyone has asked for it, it was a heavy compulsion of mine. But reassure is not what you need. It will make it worse everyone please trust me. Instead of letting out mind win we must support each other, understand our struggles but also share out wins. I feel like we dont use this community enough for finding friendship among us or spreading enough happiness. OCD Is not a happy disorder but seeing that everyone here is just here either hating on someone, people being too afraid to ask for help or no one reading peoples post. This place isnt just for our negative thoughts and events to fester we need to support each other here too! Ask for help, comment on peoples post with love everyone is struggling. In this community we should help pull each other out from dark places not let them stay there. I hope everyone who is going through it right has a better night/day/afternoon. You’re loved deeply your not a monster, your not evil, your not dirty, your not a heretic your Nothing your thoughts tell you are. Peace to you🤍🤍🤍🤍
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