I hate my life

That is all… HOCD and POCD keep intruding on me and make me feel like I’m not anxious of thoughts and it’s making me feel like I’m in denial because of the events in the previous post, as well as making me think I was in denial all this time… also forgot to mention in the previous post that while searching for stuff to watch, the searches were also giving me triggering HOCD stuff that I didn’t ever want to do it to during my private time and my HOCD is telling me that I was doing it to the triggering stuff when I dont ever want to ever do that.. and it’s making me feel like I’m not anxious about any of this… with chills in my arms… 😭😭😭

Username: Acekid128

Date posted: 8d ago

OCD is a debilitating pain and I feel for you💧🌧😞 I honesty hate that OCD takes every aspect of your identity and turns it against you just because it wants to, along with your feelings and urges. I woke up with a bad OCD attack bc it appeared in my dreams and it's not the first time it happened. I really wish you a speedy recovery from these thoughts as it is possible!!! I'm rooting for you!!!!💙✨️💫

Username: Emilie Navarro

Date posted: 8d ago

No worries I had a crisis like this 3 weeks ago. When It happened I thought like it was the worse because the anxiety was not there and it felt so real but look now where I am im just saying it’s ocd I know my values and it’s literally not that so everything is okay 💕