- Date posted
- 2y
I hate my life
That is all… HOCD and POCD keep intruding on me and make me feel like I’m not anxious of thoughts and it’s making me feel like I’m in denial because of the events in the previous post, as well as making me think I was in denial all this time… also forgot to mention in the previous post that while searching for stuff to watch, the searches were also giving me triggering HOCD stuff that I didn’t ever want to do it to during my private time and my HOCD is telling me that I was doing it to the triggering stuff when I dont ever want to ever do that.. and it’s making me feel like I’m not anxious about any of this… with chills in my arms… 😭😭😭