- Username
- Rous
- Date posted
- 489d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
- "Pure" OCD
Therapy Tomorrow
First appointment tomorrow morning! I’m both excited and nervous. Part of me is nervous because: 1) what if I don’t have OCD and I’m actually just gay? Even though I felt 100% straight before this episode 2) I thought I was on downslope of the peak worse symptoms. So do I really need it? But it feels just…nagging today like my mind is like “c’mon just admit it” and the lack of anxiety scares me too. Regardless, im excited to take the first step towards having my life back. OCD has really reared its head this year, causing fears about relationships, the future, the state of the world, and more. It feels awful that I can’t mourn the end of my relationship with my girlfriends because these thoughts have been so preoccupying. I’m ready for my life back.