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It's difficult not to man as easy as it sounds. But you may be right all this googling and researching could just be giving my OCD more fuel so it can feel more and more real.

@NeverGiveUp Ik bro it sucks like fuck but us doing this ain't gonna helps us anymore bro fucking ocd sucks I feel like I'm going two steps forward 1 step back ik bro will be fine look bro go out tonight get some canes and hear music maybe hang with a girl or a friend do stuff bro don't just sit there and ik the girl thing is like but like how can I trust u can doesn't mean u gonna fuck just do something that feels good just even talking to someone not ocd related tho