- Date posted
- 2y
Why does it feel so real?
I get that checking, researching and giving reassurance/doing compulsions makes it worse but why can't I find an answer? Before all this I've had multiple girlfriends, wanted a wife and kids in the near future and was happy with life but now it feels like I'm a completely different person (not for the best either) I miss my old self I miss how I use to feel about my girlfriend. If I accept the thoughts that necasserially doesn't mean the thoughts are true since if I have a thought I'm a billionaire it doesn't mean I am one but why is OCD making it feel like if I accept these thoughts that means I am gay or bi? It's so confusing I just want to be myself again.