Dk what to do

I just don't know what to do

@PureShrimp Its hit her extremely hard now after realising that she doesn't treat me well but she still isn't we were supposed to meet to talk things out and she said she's busy sorry even tho we planned this yesterday, I just dk if I can continue on after last week even tho I want to and idk how to know for sure if my feelings have changed

@PureShrimp We were supposed to today but she's always busy but now seen as this is serious I thought she'd make the time

@PureShrimp And we've known each other since we were kids and we've liked each other for ages I just didn't think this is how things would turn out, I just want her to make an effort

@PureShrimp We're still together it's just the past week we've had a big fight I've learned things about her and it just feels like im talking to someone else I've a feeling it will be fine once we hang out in person

@PureShrimp I keep going throught stages of yes I do like her then as soon as i analyse it the doubt sets in of u don't anymore even tho I did last week and knew I did and im also afraid that this is me just using ocd as an escape to avoid the actual truth, I just want things to back to the way they were last week where there was no doubt and we were okay and it didn't feel weird or anything