- Username
- MushroomStew
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Help
I'm so scared, it feels so real. It's like my mind finds every little thing to trigger me, even when I'm thinking normally. I have this permanent disgusting feeling now that won't go away, my mind twists everything into some disgusting thought. What if it is real and I'm a actually a monster? All I can think about are what ifs. I don't know how this could have even started, the last thing I want is for this to be true. I hate myself so much, I can't even look in the mirror anymore. I want it to end, I just want everything to end