I saw this personality test thing, that said to choose the picture you get freaked out the most. The first picture I chose meant you are too stuck up in your mind (true), and the second one said you live in denial of your sexuality and gender. Those are my two themes. I am freaking out. I had to just get out of that video. It said that those were personality traits that you suppress, and that you normally feel the need to emphasize it. I am scared. So scared.

I can guarantee that personality test did nothing to take into account users with OCD. But that’s me reassuring you, which will help you feel relief temporarily but not actually help you recover. Why did you take a personality test? At the time did you recognize that this was another test/compulsion? I suggest sitting with the discomfort without trying to explain it or counteract it until the anxiety naturally dissipates. If it comes back: do it again. As they say, if you’re anxious: it’s working.

I feel you. My ocd loves to make metaphors, so i was gonna watch wreck it Ralph because it couldn’t POSSIBLY have anything to do with my ocd but it was all about hating being seen as a bad guy, being a good guy inside and wanting to change how people see you. That made me see all these similarities with him being trans or something and “breaking free”

It feels as if my reassurance is what this “emphasizing” means. And that all my constant questioning means something. I am so scared

This made me kinda of anxious not gonna lie lol. But don't listen to those tests, the people behind them just wanna waste their time

It was just this and I thought it was interesting. I had no idea it could relate in any way to my ocd. But surprisingly it did. In both ways. Which completely freaked me out. I just don’t know who I am anymore

Ocd is ridiculous

Ughh that’s really scary. Maybe I only liked being a girl because I was pretending i do

I feel both of you on this. I hate when things that are just supposed to be “fun” end up becoming triggers. I guess at this point it’s a matter of how you look at it: is this a bad thing that happened that just confirms how bad you feel OR is it a new opportunity for exposure? If you believe the latter, take time to turn this scenario it’s an exposure exercise and use it. You’ll actually be helping yourself heal in the long run.