- Username
- bobafetties
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Pocd and reassurance
POCD has ruined my life. I am a shell of who i once was. not a do goes by without intrusive thoughts telling me i’m a P. I was molested at 3 and i still have such vivid memories about it. i remember everything. I’m 24 now. Being molested led me to believe that doing that with other children was okay, and now i obsess about one event that happen when i was 9 or 10 with an 8yr old. I was also SA by my brother and i feel so bad for still loving him no matter what. he’s my brother, you know? I really just needed to get this off my chest and talk about it somewhere. I’m currently taking 250g Zoloft and trying to find a therapist in network. Please if you have any advice please help.