Trying to understand where/why So-ocd developed

I am so sorry this happened to you, bellaahhhhh. i understand where you are coming from as these experiences really mess with your head and your feelings. the intensity of the emotions-especially disgust, is the worst to ever go through. you are not alone. i have been there. OCD can definitely pick at any trauma and those that stick with you the most. i am rooting for you. stay strong!