- Username
- Martinez44
- Date posted
- 63d ago
- Young adults with OCD
- Sexual Orientation OCD
Socd
Hi I have been struggling with socd for 4 or 5 months now I have been straight my whole life never wanted to be with a man ever and still don’t and I’m at the point now where I know I’m not gay I’m struggling with the thoughts that I can’t get out of my head like I’m In a loop and I get intense anxiety if I don’t think these thoughts even though I’m it hurts me… I have good days and bad days mostly bad but the bad days are thoughts constantly 24/7 every 30 seconds from the time I wake up I just want this to go away it just happened one night and I’m staying hopeful it will go. Also if I find myself getting to happy and forgetting for a moment it will come back 2x stronger