- Username
- Anonymous
- Date posted
- 70d ago
- Relationship OCD
- "Pure" OCD
Is this really OCD?
Okay so long story…. I have two children and my husband and I have been talking about have a third for a little bit. Well we decide this month to “try” meaning I tracked ovulation and he decides not to use protection. Well, I got pregnant. As soon as I saw those two lines I felt so mixed. The second day I cried because I was not ready for my second to not be the baby. But all of the sudden I have been having this way of anxiety and terrible thoughts. This is where trying to decide if this my OCD creeping back in… Thoughts like, “I don’t want this baby” “ what did I do” “maybe I will miscarry” “I would be fine with that”. All of which makes me feel very anxious. It makes me question. If this is OCD I know how to handle it. Wondering if is hormones or me really realizing the reality of it all.