- Date posted
- 2y
my therapist (advice?)
to start off i wanna say i dont have a therapist with nocd unfortunately :( okay so, i really like my therapist. shes cool n all but she doesnt believe i have ocd. ive told her about my trichotillomania, my countless breakdowns because i thought i didnt love my partner, my crippling anxiety because i think im cursed and im going to be sent to hell, my panic attacks because i thought i had colon cancer and breast cancer, my mother even having ocd but she thinks its all just from trauma because, well, shes a trauma specialist while i do have trauma, i just feel so unheard and havent brought up any of it again because it's disheartening and embarrassing to be shut down like that i mean i dont want her to lie to me but like. i really dont see how its NOT ocd if it isnt i genuinely feel like id go insane because i no longer have a reason for my behaviors and it would mean im just a crazy person but, what do i do? i dont really want to leave her because shes really nice and i have issues with abandonment but