- Date posted
- 2y
rocd cheating
the rocd false memory what if i cheated and forgot is really horrible right now. i start prozac tonight :((( i just want some peace of mind just a little bit. i feel undeserving of this relationship bc of my ocd. i have a lot of moments where im convinced it’s not even ocd :( i don’t want to lose this relationship. if i cheated i would’ve remembered. and not even now, wayyyy back then, so why is this happening now? i never had this worry there first time around me and my bf had dated, it was only what if i end up cheating, do I love him, the usual rocd. but now it’s just horrible. every little thing i find, IS NEVER CHEATING, but it opens up new doors to new worries and what ifs. i just want to give up. im so tired. i love my bf but i feel like breaking up so he can go find someone better, not like me…