- Date posted
- 2y
rocd false memory
it’s so bad in the morning, like right now my anxiety in my chest hurts so bad, the thoughts and what if i cheated feels so real. like it actually feels like im lying to myself. it usually gets this bad in the morning and it hasn’t gone away. im scared it means something. when i asked if i ever cheated on my bf my ocd says “oh what if? oh maybe… What if u were close to it… U actually did” just all this bad stuff. i want to cry. it feels more real bc me and my bf got in a fight last night and we have been taking time for ourselves.