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My dear friend, I have been there. Before I knew I had OCD, I used to doubt the existence of God and wonder if evolution was true. It was so, so terrible and I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ve dealt with contamination OCD, checking OCD, hit and run OCD, fear that I had stolen something while I was shopping, thoughts of cursing God. I also suffered terribly believing that I had committed the unpardonable sin. There are no words to describe how horrible that was to live with. But I’m doing better now. I believe in Jesus and, although I still doubt my salvation now and then, it is nothing like the terror I suffered a year ago. I have grown closer to God and I know people who commit the unpardonable sin don’t do that. Jesus reigns yesterday, today, and forever. I know you feel alone, but He is right there with you and He loves you so, so much. I’m keeping you close in prayer❤️❤️
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I know that I am blessed to have someone like you, I thank you for constantly lifting me up when I can’t anymore. Did you use medication?
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Thank you so much ❤️
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Oh, how deeply I can relate to this. I pray that you will always be reminded of grace. And how the fear of God and the non-existence of God can’t co-exist. Even in your doubt, your faith is still showing up...because it is still Jesus you come back to. “the Lord will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life.” - psalm 121:7
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You’re very welcome❤️. I’ve never used medication, but that’s just me. I won’t say it never has a purpose. Everyone has to decide what’s best for them. I have, however been trying to get on some natural supplements for OCD.
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You’re more than welcome❤️
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❤️❤️❤️
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I know this post is from a long time ago but I just wanted to ask if things had gotten better. You just described where I am and I almost cried reading your post becauee I feel the same way
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