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- 2y
Law and Order
My thoughts started about 4 days ago when I saw Law and Order I have always been sensitive about certain things but I wanted to watch something with my Fiance since he is into that show. What triggered me was it was a scene were a old man was taking advantage of children just because he was rich in a poor neighborhood. It seemed like no one wanted to help put him away they seems almost ok with it becuase he provided for the community. After seeing that my mind started to think of the things happening to those children and I started to put myself in those situations and my mind would just keep going and knowing I have never had those thoughts before now there just stuck in my head and I just can't get rid of them...I don't want to be like this I just want to be normal again the guilt of having those thoughts are eating at me I just want to hid...