- Date posted
- 2y
Existential OCD feel hard today
Do anyone who think about purpose of life, death etc.. also have this urge to do things that u will not regret after? Like there is ocd telling you to « go don’t waste your time »? Cause rn I’m trying to take rest from those 5 crazy days I’ve spent thinking about life and going crazy. But now when I’m with my mother, existential ocd show me that i want to spend more time, simple time with my mother. But I’m the type of person who is influenced by his environment, like since those 5 days I’ve change my mind from « I want my own apartment because I want to live my life by my own » to « we will die one day, I have to love my family right now. » but take time with them also give you intrusive thoughts with.. urge telling you you’re wasting time and you will regret after.. it’s so hard why why why, I have so much derealization since those 5 days.. and I’m tired but EVEN SLEEP is scary.. how do I end this.. how