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Thank you!

My OCD right now is on the mixture of rocd and I think hocd? I get intrusive urges surrounded about abandoning my friends even though it's the last thing I want and sometimes I end up questioning myself so much that the urges get so much more intense even though I love them so much

@Anonymous Mine is with my gf ! It’s either I get thoughts of her not loving me or cheating on me or it’s me thinking I wanna leave her or don’t love her , it sucks i know I struggle with soocd too! But it comes and goes ! And I know it’s all just bs cause of the help I’ve gotten the fact I’m more aware of this disorder and have more of an understanding and the fact I know myself more with growing up

@Iamtheonewhooverthinks As a teenager with undiagnosed OCD, it's been really rough for me, because it genuinely makes me question whether or not I have OCD, but I don't think obsessively thinking about a thought for 3 months straight is normal 😅

You can get through this! I believe in you!

@Anonymous I think it’s hard to realize you won’t always feel this way even when you logically know you probably won’t but I just feel so scared that I will even though I have been through these cycles before 🙃

@Keepongoing Thats a very common fear, I once thought that I'd always feel like this, and unfortunately I'm going through a pretty bad relapse of three months and only steadily getting better, but it's worth it. I promise you

I relate, one night, I received sexually intrusive thoughts and it was the worst thing ever! Haven't been the same since unfortunately

@Anonymous I mean if it makes you feel better so do I, with men and woman , I still get them now , I just don’t give a shit as much lmfao when I get the intrusive thoughts about a dude I’m just like uh ok that’s not something I like Lolol

@Iamtheonewhooverthinks That's how I was too, I was asexual, so I panicked when I got those thoughts and groaning responses. It disgusts me thinking about it, but I know it's a natural part of the human body, so yknow

@Iamtheonewhooverthinks But I get a lot of weird thoughts , I’ve come to realize and just except that’s just who I am , but their all just thoughts , everyone gets them , just us with ocd get it more and it gets stuck and we freak out , you can ask everyone in this community and you’ll see we all have the same struggles

@Iamtheonewhooverthinks It's so weird, because this theme of mine now as of recent feels so unique and specific to me, I have friends who are online, and one day after having coffee and a pretty stressful day. They vented to me and I had the intrusive thought of what if I unfriended them and it gave me a finger sensation or urge to act on it and it's been crippling me these past three months. It's slowly getting better, but sometimes I feel so alone