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- 2y
Rocd in a very new relationship
I've recently been dating this guy I have fancied for the longest time. I started are relationship off and asked him for his number and I was so excited. We went on our first date and I have never been so happy during and after it. After our 3rd occasion seeing each other I started to have little doubts in the back of my mind and straight away I knew that it was my ocd side of my brain wanting me to worry and wanting me to doubt everything but now it's starting to make me a little bit numb towards him and making me believe that I don't like him and what if I don't!!!!! I've had no reason not to change my mind on him so I don't know what's going on! When I'm with him I wonder if I'm being my true self and something checking my mind but I'm so much better with him it's just as soon as we aren't together and we have to text. What shall i do? What helps this? I really liked him and in literally a day my mind is spinning it but making it so believable. Is it normal to sometimes wish they could call things off so it would be easier for you to give into your mind???!!! Please send advice or ever just reassurance.