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Anyone else???
It seems like my husband brings out more O.C.Dness in me when he's home, does anyone else have the same problem or similar one???
It seems like my husband brings out more O.C.Dness in me when he's home, does anyone else have the same problem or similar one???
Yes, it makes sense that a person in this role in life would bring around more themes. This is something I welcome when my husband is around. It’s Taken many years but he plays such an important role, it only makes sense that many themes play out when he’s around ;) it’s not the best feeling but I always make sure to talk to my NOCD therapist when this happens. It helps a lot.
I’ve experienced this before too with certain ppl. It’s unfortunate. Would you like to elaborate on the HOW he does?
Well he never says I've done a good job at anything I do, so I try harder in all I do. I feel the same with my Mom as I always have since a child. Or my husband's mom makes me feel the same. It's like nothing is ever good enough. Sometimes I think it's them that has the problem but now maybe I'm seeing that it's really me it's got me messed up
@J.Christine It looks like a love language issue! You have a love language of affirmations where it’s very helpful and beneficial for someone to verbally compliment you. I’m the same way! Of course we have to learn that not everyone is going to be like that BUT it still matters on who we are spending so much of our time and getting along with. Also, I’ve experienced the same with my own parents( specifically mom) not too enough. Not everyone is like that though. I would recommend communicating with your husband that if he could up his “game” in the compliment department that would be greatly appreciated and helpful to you’re overall well being. OCD or not
Yes. I’m constantly on him about washing his hands and telling him to leave things how he found it haha. I think it’s just men being men.
@Emmnala I find this comment fake news 😎 lmao no I get it but not all of us are like that. It’s like the unfortunate ones of my gender saying “women just being women”. not all women are fitting into your tiny stereotypical box. I get there are slight patterns but look at society’s culture to them (women). Which I agree the same for my own gender look at society’s bullshit expectations of men
@JordTheNord Oh trust me I know I was just joking
@JordTheNord I do use that method cuz one time I had a psychiatrist tell me that a person doesn't know if they're doing something that irritates you until you tell them. So I do that with everybody I know especially my husband and I've used that method so much that it's now a skill that I perceive well. But my husband has this little thing that I guess it amuses him to see me struggle or something like that. And it sounds I'm a little dramatic also he gets his kicks off of it but me it hurts my feelings I'm very emotional person and where my feelings on my sleeve.
@J.Christine And I wear myself out trying to do things to the best ability that I can because I'm trying to make it good enough for let's just say everyone not just my husband I guess
@J.Christine I’m so sorry to hear that! You or anyone should not be treated like that. I’m sorry to hear that. Maybe couples counseling would be beneficial?
@JordTheNord Yeah, maybe not I may need to let it go
@J.Christine What you mean?
OCD latches onto things and people you care about, so yes, makes sense.
I have more ocd at home than at work or social settings,church,etc…
Me too
I have HOCD and ROCD and it makes me wanna puke all day I live with my husband
What irritates me the most is that during intimacy with my husband, it happens that OCD puts an image and scene in my head, my sister or someone for whom my OCD is attached and it's literally as if that intimacy is happening with that person, and it seems real that I can and it's exciting! I'm working on ERP during that, but it's still hard to digest... I don't know if it's the same for you?
Do you ever feel like you wonder if your ocd would be less if you were with someone else? Or would it be better if you were with someone else? I’m really upset because I used to be able to enjoy myself even with the anxiety and now it’s like i am just analyzing and I don’t have feelings and I’m irritated because there’s things that frustrate me about him that I don’t like and my brain says if I was with someone else I would be able to deal with those things better and that we just aren’t right for each other. And the thoughts that used to make me anxious about breaking up don’t like it’s really me that feels it. I know no relationship is perfect but it’s like my brain keeps saying with someone else I wouldn’t feel like this or I would but I’d be able to handle it better. It feels like I have to just start fresh with someone new cause the ocd got too into this to the point where I don’t feel or even know what’s real. It feels like fear and anxiety and just being so into this has just made me feel not into this anymore but idk if I’m thinking right. It’s also just warped the way I see him like I only see the negatives and my brain keeps saying you don’t feel this cause it’s wrong. And it’s depressing bc of how happy and safe I used to feel. I’m supposed to see him soon and it’s like I want to but also don’t because I feel like things have changed unless that’s just something I made in my head and cause I don’t feel the feelings I used to. But then I think I will just be this way with someone else but then my brain says otherwise and it’s so confusing. People keep telling me not to make decisions because I’m fogged but it feels like I’m not. Like my brain is manipulating me. And also like all the things I used to like I’ve somehow turned into like distaste which is so upsetting. I would like to think this is just ocd taking control and confusing me and distorting my perspective but I’m scared it’s not and that my feelings are gone. Has anyone experienced this but it was still ocd?
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