Is it weird I have no friends?

I literally Dont. And I have no one to talk to. My husband hates me and yells at me about my ocd daily so much so that I’ve started hurting myself again. I don’t know what to do. I haven’t cut myself in years. But I have been doing it for the last week. I can talk to my dad but he thinks I am normal. And I don’t want to ruin that. I haven’t talked to my mom in almost a year and she has ocd and she’s a narcissistic and just so mean. I am lost and feel like there no reason to try anymore. It’s all been hell since I can remember being alive. I wish I was never born.

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Username: urbanmole74urbanmole74

Date posted: 1y ago

I feel your pain, I truly do. I'm in a similar situation. I Don't have any friends or family, literally no one that I can talk to about my thoughts and feelings. I sometimes think that God actually hates me. Most days it's like one step forward and two steps backwards. Everyday is a battle and all I have left is hope. I have been listening to an audio book called "brain lock" which I'm finding very helpful. Not sure if any of this helps but My heart goes out to you.

Username: sb129sb129

Date posted: 1y ago

If you need to talk you’re in The right place. We have a lot in common.. I have a weird relationship with both my parents, my mom is a narcissist, and my dad also has ocd and is also just a bully. I’ve self harmed and I’ve wished I was never born, but things are very slowly getting easier for me one day at a time with therapy. It’s a lot easier to see your thoughts for what they are when you understand what they are, I mean it’s still a challenge but I guess it’s something

Username: dustdust

Date posted: 1y ago

First of all, sucks you’re going through this. You’re in a tough situation right now. Not feeling like you’ve got a support around you must suck. Sorry you’re going through this.

Username: BluemooBluemoo

Date posted: 1y ago

Sometimes when I go through really hard times I try to remember it's a season and that things are constantly changing. Things usually turn around. Be kind and gentle on yourself. Please don't let someone make you feel so low you take it out on yourself. Ive self harmed myself. Sometimes, I still think about it because for me it was almost like a compulsion. (It made me feel better, helped me control my emotions when my life was chaos.). If things get really dark, please get some help.

Username: Brynnie BearBrynnie Bear

Date posted: 1y ago

No please don’t say that there is a reason that you are here. God put you on this earth for a reason. I have been there I remember wishing that I was never born too. It was extremely hard your not alone you are loved and you can do this I believe in you! 💕❤️ Please don’t hurt yourself you are too precious! 💕❤️

Username: CrystallCrystall

Date posted: 1y ago

Thank you all for the kind words. Got lost of dissociation going on right now. Trying to stay present but it’s hard and my OCD is off the charts.

Username: lyndal

Date posted: 5y ago

I need help! Can anyone tell me if this sounds like Existential OCD? For the past year or so always think “what is the point” about so many things . This started because I realized me and my husband don’t have any friends, so every time I try to exercise or look nice I start thinking “what is the point, why do I care to impress random people” I don’t know .. it’s so fkd I hate this shit I need help or I’m gonna end up killing my self

Username: I eat boys

Date posted: 4y ago

Unrelated to OCD, I just want to go off for a couple of sentences: I have no friends or any memories to look back on. Never been on a date or had someone who cared about me. I’m tired of being alone, it’s one of the reasons that I have so many mental health issues. I have always had no friends. Never been out or anything. I’m tired of this loneliness and I’m almost 20, I can’t make anymore friends because it’s not the same when you’re an adult. That’s all.

Username: Magzzz

Date posted: 2y ago

I don’t know what to do

I really need help. This isn’t ocd related but I don’t know what to do and I have no one to go to. I think my mom is verbally abusive and I don’t know if I’m overthinking because I’m told all the time I overthink things but I can’t calm down. My mom has treated me horrible my whole life she doesn’t pay attention when I tell her things I’m excited about, she dismisses my feelings or when I’m upset and makes me feel like I’m a problem or that I don’t matter and that her problems are always worse than mine. She has threatened to hit me many times throughout my life but never has except for once when I was little I had a horrible headache and was crying from the pain in my room and we had company and she came in and hit me and told me to shut up that I’m worrying the company. She’s called me so many horrible names and just did today. We were playing cards and listening to music with my grandma and when I made a music suggestion she had a strong opinion about a singer that she has also listened to and when I got irritated about it she stopped playing and said I was a “little bitc*” said “another holiday ruined” and made a comment about my friends at work and that I treat them some way is why I lost them or whatever and she’s always called me much worse. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared and I want to escape so badly but I can’t I have no where to go. I’m 23 and live with my mom and grandma. I can’t afford to move out and if I did I would have to live in my car. I’m so scared and upset. I hate myself. I wish I could just give up and I’m scared if I do that than it’s going to get much worse for me but at this point I don’t care. I have no one who loves me or cares about me and I definitely don’t have my mom because if it were any one else she would be so kind to them and treat them so nice if they were going through a hard time because I’ve heard her do that for many people but in real life when no one is listening and I tell her what is going on and why I’m upset she yells and screams at me saying I’m a ungrateful bitc* and that there’s nothing I could possibly be stressed about and many other things. I can’t do this anymore. I wish I could be free

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