Do you ever feel some kind of way when you’re texting a girl and your getting a boner it plays this trick that I keep fall for it make you feel like your texting the same sex and your getting erected to it 🤦♂️
Are these thoughts coming from sexual conversation? Or possibly you’re just imagining her or your life together that gets you erect? Pin-pointing the source of what triggers it may help you control it.
@MelaninMoet For me it would be a sexual convo with a girl and I’d imagine it with a girl and get erect. Then after a while it would doubt that and make me think I was thinking sbt guys knkwing I wasn’t. It’s the doubts in my opinion
@Anonymo12 Oh wow.. that’s so deep and enlightening. This isn’t my OCD but it’s so eye opening. I never knew how the mind could play with a person like that.
@MelaninMoet Bro mine kills me, whenever I walk pass the same sex I immediately start to make up things in my head
@tuchi Bro or I’d jus notice em EVE EH SINCE GUY BRO GOOD LOOKING OR NOT BRO IT JUS MAKES ME NOTICE EVERY GUY TAJES THE PISS
@MelaninMoet Man it’s the worst ocd is. Can’t wait till we all overcome this shitty disease
@Anonymo12 Bro it creates sensation it makes me feel like I want to have sex with them
@tuchi Yh but I’ve never gotten an wrection jus a tingle and shi but I don’t wanna engage with it. I’m doing erp now too to make myself better so hopefully soon
I felt like that was a compulsion for me whenever I would text a female I’d get erect so I stopped doing it. It’s gotten Alot worse for me😭 but ik not doing any compulsions will make me better
Hey guys I'm 17 years old I had experience with OCD I looked trans pornography and femboy stuff I'm straight I didn't jerk off to it I was really only looking at it in the past I have but for some reason I just felt like looking at it and when I did I did experience arousal not only that while I had a boner I simultaneously was thinking of memories and bad actions I had in 4th grade with another boy I myself not a homosexual I was a kid I did something with another boy I regret it I had that thought in my head lingering there in my head but I noticed pre ejaculation and now I feel anxiety because now it feels like I was intrigued by the thought it feels like it is it was probably to the video visual stimulus but it's hard I didn't jerk off to it at all I was really just looking idk what to do it feels like I did experience it to the video but also my thoughts say to the thought idk what to do can someone shed light on this
I never read someone talk about this so I wanted to know if it applies to anyone as well. For context: I deal with ROCD and SOCD but I do identify as straight and am in a (happy) relationship with a man. What often triggers me is memories about childhood and adolescences about having the groinal toward nudity in porn or music videos. Because I can’t deny having watched other things than straight porn and experimenting with porn I simply can’t stop trying to figure out what that might have meant and if i deep down have actually a other sexual orientation than the one that I feel comfortable identifying with. I only hear people talking about random triggers but never the REAL memory of arousal to pornography and so on.
I’ve been dealing with SOOCD for over a year now, and I have been having a very hard day today. I feel like I just need someone to talk too, my whole life I’ve always had girl crushes and always wanted to be romantic with women . Ever since I posted this picture on instagram and one person said I looked “zesty” in it , which is when I started obsessing about being gay . I feel like I put so much meaning to these thoughts where now I’m always checking how I feeling around men. I had a really bad porn addiction for a long time and bad anxiety which fucked up my sex drive. I feel like I doubt if I’m attracted to women when I know I am , but the doubt is so overbearing where I start to believe it . I never was interested in men sexually, and my ocd makes me feel like I like the thoughts even though I feel no pleasure out of it. I feel like I lost who I am as a person . It feels like I don’t even know what my sexuality is and it’s really upsetting to me . I meant this girl the other day and she is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met and I just feel like ocd is getting in the way😭😭😭 please any advice or comments
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