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The shorter days
Anyone else freaking out about the days getting shorter? I hate this šš. Itās dark at 5 pm
Anyone else freaking out about the days getting shorter? I hate this šš. Itās dark at 5 pm
Maybe take some vit d supplements to help with the lack of sun. It helps my mood through winter. Does suck getting darker though. Makes my job difficult š©
@Invalid I actually am on 5,000 iu and have been awhile bc even during the summer they werenāt optimal š. I havenāt really thought about it until today. Itās been an issue in the past.
Yep!
@ElevenB We came to a retirement party and of course Iām having a flare up and now everything is being heightened.
@Layla32 I'm so sorry.
5000 seems like a lot. Why so much?
@Invalid I was super deficient. Like it was flagged as low. I think it was like 20. Iāve been pregnant and breastfeeding for 8 years straight. A lot of depletion going on. Nursed my first until 16 months. Nursed my second until 2 and now my third, she is almost 18 months.
@Invalid And it is being monitored by my doctor. I probably need it rechecked again. Last time, I donāt remember if it was a drastic improvement bc I donāt think it was. Breastfed babies take a ton from your body. He told me to stay on it for now.
@Layla32 Fair enough. Did not know that was a thing. What happens if you don't take it? Just curious
@Invalid Probably nothing right now lol Iām not sure if it would or wouldnāt change anything. I take it at night. Its supposed to help you sleep but Iāve had insomnia for days now which isnāt helpful for my issues. Iām exhausted honestly but my daughter still nurses a good bit. Iām huge into just more natural things and I try some magnesium glycinate last night. Didnāt really do much. I got sleepy but donāt feel rested. Guess maybe Iāll try melatonin tonight. Taking stuff to help me sleep freaks me out though..
@Layla32 I get that had insomnia, probably for different reasons. I've always been anti meds and more vitamin / minerals. I was basically begging for sleeping pills when I couldn't sleep. I'm guessing sleep mediations have no effect on you too?
@Invalid Well I did try trazodone. I ended up having a panic attack on it. Wonāt take it again. Ativan the same thing and Xanax ended up not really doing much but I donāt like benzos. Plus canāt really take it like that while breastfeeding. I just donāt like anything thatās addictive. Period. I did try some herbs and melatonin and magnesium last night. Didnāt really do anything. Lol
@Layla32 When I was struggling and went back to the doctors they said they couldn't give me any stronger (strongest legal thing they could prescribe) and there's no magic pill for what was keeping me awake. She said whatever I am dealing with, I just need to deal with it or go through it. Went home and did just that. Slept for 9 hours that night which was more than the entire week combined. I wrote down everything that was stressing me out and sorted them into lists, one I can deal with and the other I couldn't. Dealt with my list and the others I had to leave to fate. Somehow that worked.
@Invalid Okay Iām so gonna try that ā¤ļø
@Layla32 Good luck. The list that was in my control, I didn't deal with everything straight away as it was impossible physically. Just wrote down plans to deal with some of it. I hope this works for you
Like it seems like an extreme amount
Iāve been perturbed for a couple of months now with incessant thoughts about aging and dying. I really am not sure what to do. This feels like other OCD themes, but also really different, because this time, what Iām afraid of is sure to happen. I will either die, or age and then die. Itās been so difficult to enjoy anything lately. I just want to pull a blanket over my head and wait until death comes. Has anyone else felt this way? I feel quite alone. I am trying to enjoy life, but I just remember that it will all be gone in a flash. Nothing really seems to help me feel better. The only escape I have is in my dreams where I can fantasize about never aging or dying. Or at least being able to rewind the clock to have more time.
I feel like itās just me. But at night when I start to fall asleep, play on my phone, or watch TV; Iāll get major intrusive thoughts and a butt load of anxiety. Has anyone felt the same about this? How have you managed it? Itās getting exhausting and even causes me to sleep-less.
I have recently been having new feelings of anxiety and obsessive thoughts about how time fast is moving. I saw an old picture and was like āwow that felt like yesturdayā and then began to think about how it was actually 2 years ago. Now Iām in this loop of thinking about and being anxious about how fast it is moving. Anyone have any ERP suggestions for this or how to deal with it? Iām trying to crush this thought with ERP as fast I can, as it is a new theme for me. Is this considered existential ocd? I know themes can switch, but just am kind of shocked at this as I used to be able to not care about this topic and right now it seems like such a big deal.
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