Hocd

@RyanHvac I don’t know anymore I can’t deal with this it like I don’t know my sexual orientation or who I like and make me feel like I don’t want to be in any relationship

@JohnKit We unfortunately have this doubt disease, I beat this before now it’s back. I promise you I almost ended a 5 year relationship because of it. Soon your senses start to come back and you’ll find yourself again, my life was horrible for 2 months then it went back to normal almost like nothing happened. I still enjoyed straight sex as much as I did before my ocd started. It gets better keep fighting through it

@RyanHvac It feel like I don’t know my self anymore

@JohnKit Yeah it sucks so bad, if you don’t mind me asking how old are you? I’m 20 and dealing with it now makes it pretty hard to have a sex like I guess I wished for ? But I have low self esteem and confidence and this ocd makes it 10x worse

@RyanHvac I’m also have low self esteem and I’m 17

@JohnKit Yeah man it’s awful, I went through this when I was 18 and I swore on everything I changed, eventually my sex drive came back and me and the girl I was with had great sex regularly. Now she dumped me after 6 years lol now after a stressful situation I’m back in the same place and slowly but surely I’m getting back, trust me this gets better man. It feels like the end of the world and it feels like this is who you are and therapy will help 100%

@RyanHvac Tell ‘em everything bro I wanna know cause sometime I actually think I might be ga when I don’t want to have sex or be in a relationship with a dude but I also feel like I don’t want to be with a woman or have sex with a woman I don’t know anymore

@JohnKit Ocd can mess up sex drive, also diminished attraction towards desired sex is a big thing too In this theme

@RyanHvac Tell me more

@JohnKit What more do you wanna know?

@JohnKit Only way to stop it is to recognize what it does and what it is (ocd) and realize that this disorder will make you doubt your whole life and everything that you value as a person and make it feel like it’s coming true!

@RyanHvac Tell ‘em your experience

@JohnKit Experience with soocd?

@Why does this happen Yo if I got anything on my mind can I tell you on here?