Ph626094
- Date posted
- 1y
Life is meaningless and i'm going to hell
I know I am not saved. I can't repent and know when judgementday comes I am doomed. I wish I never existed.
Ryan MullenRyan Mullen
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
I can feel this with every fiber of my being. You are a child of God and even if you cant feel that right now you will at some point. OCD takes all clarity away. I am literally going through what you are. I love you and hang in there. Im telling myself that as well.
Ph626094Ph626094
- Date posted
- 1y
I love you too man, God bless. ❤️
BigGyro09BigGyro09
- Date posted
- 1y
None of that is true. You're dealing with a challenging anxiety disorder that is messing with the contents of your mind and warping it in many ways you don't want it to.
Ah!Ah!
- Date posted
- 1y
You're a child of God and God loves you so much more than you know, even in the midst of your fears, especially now. That's a truth nothing can change, not even OCD. Tell Jesus you accept him as your Lord and personal saviour and accept him into your heart. Even if you can't feel it immediately, God is with you and he called you his own before you were born. You'll rise above this. Sending you love 💝
Waging War Against OCDWaging War A...
- Date posted
- 1y
I love this quote from Hannah Whitall Smith - she was speaking from a spiritual perspective - but it applies to OCD just as well: "It seems hardly worthwhile to say that temptation is not sin, and yet much distress arises from not understanding this fact. The very suggestion of wrong seems to bring pollution with it; and the poor tempted soul begins to feel as if it must be very bad indeed, and very far off from God, to have had such thoughts and suggestions. It is as though a burglar should break into a man’s house to steal, and, when the master of the house begins to resist him and to drive him out, should turn round and accuse the owner of being himself the thief. It is the enemy’s grand ruse for entrapping us. He comes and whispers suggestions of evil to us, – doubts, blasphemies, jealousies, envyings, and pride, and then turns round and says, “Oh, how wicked you must be to think of such things! It is very plain that you are not trusting the Lord; for if you had been, it would have been impossible for these things to have entered your heart.” This reasoning sounds so very plausible that we often accept it as true, and so come under condemnation, and are filled with discouragement."
ElevenBElevenB
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
OCD lies.
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