star1232
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Men’s pov anyone relate?
Im so tired from seeing & feeling from men’s pov , i really dont want to be a man , im really into men but hocd and tocd keep convincing me im not
BurgerkingkingBurgerkingking
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- 1y
Only thing i can relate to is how genuinely real it feels especially since it’s consistent
star1232star1232
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@Burgerkingking Yes it feels real and wanted , im dying from how much it feels real 💔
BurgerkingkingBurgerkingking
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@star1232 I deal with pocd i used to have hocd it still shows up here and there
star1232star1232
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@Burgerkingking Me too i have pocd as well and they all show up from hocd
blazedblazed
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 1y
I’m a woman and have the same thoughts. Mine also stem from having doubts about my sexual orientation!
star1232star1232
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@blazed Im crushing on a guy ( at least sexually after a long period of time of loss of attraction ) in the middle of all these shits but ocd tried to convince me that im not
AnonymousAnonymous
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Im a man and I've been struggling with the idea that I might be trans for about a year now. It can be very frustrating and confusing, especially as someone who supports trans rights and has trans loved ones, to reconcile these thoughts with my relationships to other people. I just keep telling myself it'll get better and that it shouldn't bother me. Do you mind sharing some of the things that have been coming up for you most frequently?
star1232star1232
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@Anonymous No i dont mind
star1232star1232
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@Anonymous My tocd started from the idea that i might be bisexual 💔💔
AnonymousAnonymous
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@star1232 Hm. Mine is less related to sexual attraction although that's definitely come up. Do you find yourself staring at men and imagining yourself looking or dressing like them? I've had that come up a lot.
star1232star1232
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@Anonymous I was super girly and deep down i know im super feminine and submissive but now i dont know which is real which is not 💔
AnonymousAnonymous
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@star1232 It really does mess with your perception of reality yeah.
star1232star1232
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@Anonymous Yes always , at first it felt 100% real and wanted but now i know im not into this thing ( i lived a life full of makeup and girly clothes ) , what kills me now is when i imagine being a man having sex with a girl , i feel i like it and a turn on 😞
NeytiriNeytiri
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- 1y
@star1232 I am scared because I don’t feel feminine and everyone here says that they know deep down that they are not lesbians or that they are feminine and I don’t have this deep down feeling :-(
star1232star1232
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@Neytiri Believe me its the same for me 💔 im just dying day by day
star1232star1232
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@star1232 I feel i just tought i was feminine but it was not true me 💔
Brian :)Brian :)
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- 1y
TOCD has been my main ocd subtype for many years now
star1232star1232
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- 1y
@Brian :) It came from hocd 💔 im dying every day all , can we talk on other app ?
NMRTHGHTSNMRTHGHTS
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- 1y
used to see everything from woman pov as you said but when ocd is at its lowest I stop feeling like that, but when this started it took like a year for me to start feeling manly again
star1232star1232
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@Grm2 I really miss feeling womanly 😞
NMRTHGHTSNMRTHGHTS
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@star1232 never lose hope keep going do whatever you need meditate go to therapy or workout you'll be fine eventually
Brian :)Brian :)
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I have TOCD you’re not the only one. I’m a guy
Rage against the machineRage against...
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WAIT SAME it randomly happens. When I try to imagine anything I do it from a man's perspective
star1232star1232
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@Rage against the machine It is so hard I really do not want to be a man even if i am not straight
star1232star1232
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@Rage against the machine Since when u have tocd?
Rage against the machineRage against...
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@star1232 I've had it for almost a year unfortunately. I also had it before when I was 13, but it came back when I was 17/18 years old
star1232star1232
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@Rage against the machine We have to talk
Rage against the machineRage against...
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@star1232 Have you got an Instagram? You can send me a message!!
Rage against the machineRage against...
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@Rage against the machine On florentinova_
star1232star1232
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@Rage against the machine Done
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- 23w
Soocd: need some response , is this even ocd?
I really dont know if it is ocd anymore I dont want certain sexual things with my bf anymore that i used to like When i envision it with a girl it is so easy to envision and it feels like i want that , that will give me the satisfaction This feeling is making me really question if i am still into men , desire men sexually Is this still ocd , i really dont know anymore , as it is a feeling it is too real
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Heyyyy!
So my OCD has been bad lately. I’ve been ruminating and obsessing over my sexuality again. And it just keeps getting worse. I hate it so much. I try to sit with the discomfort but then my ocd does the backdoor spike. And the groinal response is what keeps me looped. It SUCKS. I am not attracted to men, but my OCD is trying SO hard to convince me that I am. There have been days where I’m just so mentally exhausted that I “accept” what my ocd tells me and I just walk around a hollow, lethargic shell. But then I rethink it and I feel better. It feels like I can only find my TRUE self when I tire my nervous system out enough that it literally breaks down and has me suicidal and hopeless. And then accepting my OCD’s “truth” (that I’m attracted to men) feels like a burden and a chore. I woke up today from an OCD dream, tried to go back to sleep, and my stomach kept cramping bc I was so anxious and ruminating over my intrusive thoughts. I’m starting to doubt it being OCD anymore. My brain is too tired to fight and cry about it anymore.
ocdsurviver
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- 19w
I’m so tired. HOCD is the worst.
I don’t know what to do with this bs anymore. I’m crying again and again and again and again. I cannot describe how painful this is. I’ve recovered from every single OCD subtype expect this one. HOCD is so scary and it’s so incredibly scary how it feels so real. The issue with this subtype is how intertwined it is with feelings and sensations. I hate how it keeps latching onto the past and uses the past as proof. I don’t want it to be the truth. I don’t want to accept any possibility.
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