Emilia<3
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- 1y
AnonMoonAnonMoon
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- 1y
Art, being able to see a sunset/sunrise, the incoming eclipse, meeting up with friends, all the new tv shows, music, and movies going to come out, all the types of food you haven’t tried, all the places you haven’t been to, there’s so much. I know I probably sound like a broken record, but as someone who used to be suicidal, life gets better. You are not alone 💖
Emilia<3Emilia<3
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- 1y
@AnonMoon Thank you so much I needed to hear this
Fighting_the_urges_dailyFighting_the...
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- 1y
I was at that point a long time ago. I knew I didn’t want to die, but I didn’t want to live like that anymore. I was so mentally exhausted. That’s when I finally admitted I needed professional help and entered a monthlong program that gave me my life back. Still have issues but now I know how to handle it. You’re definitely not alone. 💪🏻
Ryan MullenRyan Mullen
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
I wanted to die just 3 months ago. Please hang on, hope does come. The sun will rise.
Mr LynnMr Lynn
- Date posted
- 1y
I know where you’re coming from. In a day or two things can be better. Distract yourself from the sick thinking. Engage yourself in doing things that are fun… tough as it can be.
Emilia<3Emilia<3
- Date posted
- 1y
@Mr Lynn Thank you and I love your pfp picture
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