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I don't feel like living anymore
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of life
Would you like to talk?
@Chickens_Frogs Are you still on here? I really am wanting to hear what is going on to see if anyway I might be able to help.
If you need someone to talk, I’m also available. OCD is a b*tch and can make our lives feel so unworthy, but we got each other to remind ourselves that we are still worthy and precious beyond words💎 and beyond OCD.
How can we talk?
Remember that life is a gift. And I have suic!dal ocd, so believe me, I know it’s hard to remember. Just put it in your mind. Be kind to yourself. It will get better.
@confused writer Life is not a gift. Hell can’t be a gift
Yeah I'm here. I'm just over life
@Cynthiawedding1 I hear you. OCD is tiring. Don’t give up. Hang in there. Sometimes it’s good to take rests from things if that helps refresh you. I have felt burned out on life before. I took breaks from cooking dinner, and I slept more and ate more treats. That helped me recover. I still often feel on the edge of burnout about life though. So I make sure to rest and treat myself well. I hear you. Hang in there. There’s hope for the future.
I’ve been going through this rough patch for the last four months, and I can already feel an even worse one coming. I just feel scared. And on top of that, I’m going to stop therapy. After everything with my current therapist, I just don’t have the strength to keep trying anymore. I feel hopeless. My head hurts so much, and it’s hard to keep going when everything feels this bad. I just want to cry, hope this feeling passes, and maybe try again if it ever lets up. But right now, it feels like nothing will ever get better. I don’t feel like I can ask for help. I hate that it took me so long to realize this wasn’t the therapist for me. I was too scared of being dramatic, so I let it go on for far too long, and now I feel like I’ve just become a burden-like. I hate that I let it get to that point, especially when I was paying for this. I just want to give up. I feel broken down, and I don’t even want to be okay anymore.
Everything is building up and I don’t see a way out.
I just can’t do this shit anymore.im tired of these “arousal” sensations that feel real but when I go check my arousal to the same gender I just get anxiety. I’m tired of feeling like I can’t like girls anymore. I’m tired of my arousal getting blocked every now and then because I’m anxious. I’m tired of not knowing who I am anymore. I’m tired of having my mind putting me into an identity I never asked for. I’m tired of this life
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