- Date posted
- 1y ago
I don't feel like living anymore
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of life
Would you like to talk?
@Chickens_Frogs Are you still on here? I really am wanting to hear what is going on to see if anyway I might be able to help.
If you need someone to talk, I’m also available. OCD is a b*tch and can make our lives feel so unworthy, but we got each other to remind ourselves that we are still worthy and precious beyond words💎 and beyond OCD.
How can we talk?
Remember that life is a gift. And I have suic!dal ocd, so believe me, I know it’s hard to remember. Just put it in your mind. Be kind to yourself. It will get better.
@confused writer Life is not a gift. Hell can’t be a gift
Yeah I'm here. I'm just over life
@Cynthiawedding1 I hear you. OCD is tiring. Don’t give up. Hang in there. Sometimes it’s good to take rests from things if that helps refresh you. I have felt burned out on life before. I took breaks from cooking dinner, and I slept more and ate more treats. That helped me recover. I still often feel on the edge of burnout about life though. So I make sure to rest and treat myself well. I hear you. Hang in there. There’s hope for the future.
I’ve been feeling so disconnected lately, like I’m not even living my own life. It’s like I’m being controlled by someone else, and I have no say in what’s happening. It’s hard to put this feeling into words, but it’s like I’m here physically, but mentally, I’m just... not. Every day feels like a struggle. I wake up afraid of what’s coming next, almost like I’m bracing myself for the next bad thing to happen. Sometimes, I don’t even want to get out of bed because it feels pointless, like I’m stuck in this loop of fear and doubt. I keep questioning everything, life, my purpose, my choices, and it’s exhausting. I just want to feel like myself again, to feel like I have control, like I’m really here.
I’ve been going through this rough patch for the last four months, and I can already feel an even worse one coming. I just feel scared. And on top of that, I’m going to stop therapy. After everything with my current therapist, I just don’t have the strength to keep trying anymore. I feel hopeless. My head hurts so much, and it’s hard to keep going when everything feels this bad. I just want to cry, hope this feeling passes, and maybe try again if it ever lets up. But right now, it feels like nothing will ever get better. I don’t feel like I can ask for help. I hate that it took me so long to realize this wasn’t the therapist for me. I was too scared of being dramatic, so I let it go on for far too long, and now I feel like I’ve just become a burden-like. I hate that I let it get to that point, especially when I was paying for this. I just want to give up. I feel broken down, and I don’t even want to be okay anymore.
I cannot help but feel exhausted as I go through life. It feels like I've lost the spark in me. And I'm pushing myself for no cause.
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