- Username
- Galix-Star
- Date posted
- 30w ago
Feeling uncomfortable after opening up about intrusive thoughts to friends.
So I opened up about my thoughts to my friends...
For context, these are online and I've been friends with them for a while (for a few months) and I decided it would be time to tell them about the intrusive thoughts. At this point I was very anxious and overwhelmed. It was on a call and I decided to give the two friends I've been friends with the thoughts I've been dealing with and the two seemed like they weren't understanding but trying to at the same time. The two seemed confused but they didn't say that they were uncomfortable and it made me uncomfortable talking more about it making me terrible and well I had to jump out of call (this was on discord). I deleted the app until I was ready. Cut to today which I log on only to be kicked out of the server without any warning. I didn't get a reason or anything. I'm a little upset but also wasn't surprised. I realised now that it may have been a bit too soon for me to open up about it and I should've given more time but I didn't know they how they would respond. I wish they could've just told me that they were uncomfortable instead of staying silent about it. I know it's a bit out of the ordinary for me to make this post. Although the writing was on the wall it just feels like a slap in the face.