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- 1y
So done with Real event OCD
You ever feel like real event OCD makes you feel like a fugitive from the law? I get real event OCD that latches onto everything. I go all the way back to childhood, teenage years, etc. Some days I imagine myself as the most hated person in the world on the tabloids. What did I do that could cancel me? What terrible crime would I be accused of? What was my intent when I did that? It’s all the same. I will see stories about people having their lives ruined and dark secrets come up years later. I pray I’m not like those people but sometimes my OCD will take an event and balloon it into something huge in my head. I’m here to offer anyone going through this some hope. I thought ERP would make these worries go away but I fully embrace them. ERP works, but you need to make it work. It’s a lifestyle change and you need to change the way you approach it. I wanted it to just disappear and go away. Bring. It. On. I am so tired of OCD worming its way into my life and making me feel like I can’t enjoy it and be loved. Taking my life back and offering hope to all my fellow comrades. Yes, we have OCD, but no we don’t have to suffer from it. I say this sincerely that I love you all and will be rooting for you every step of the way!