:( SO-OCD struggles

It tried to rule me, but no. I know I'm straight, I like women, I'm in a relationship. I'm having thoughs, just probably not as everyone does. But I do. I know who I am, and I know what ocd is. It is not real, it is trying to defeat me. I won't gonna let. What really helped me is knowledge of ocd as such, and knowing what I am, who I am

Oh, my apologies. Please, I'm not professional. I'm just saying my personal expirience. So, it can be OCD if there is some trigger for obsessive thoughts kicking in. If the thoughts are unwanted, unpleasant. Ye, it can be OCD, can you tell me more about what you expiriencing, what feelings? What thoughts? It there some trigger?

Well, I think this could be more trauma related, than ocd. Unless there are really obsessive, unwanted thoughts and concerns about your sexuality and attraction, it this case it could be ocd. But from what you wrote, I think there is something you are not over yet, something from your last relationships. And It reflected in your nowadays relationship. Reconise the things that troubling you, I hope you have a understanding boyfriend, try to talk with him about this. Try therapy. Don't do those compulses. It is making things worse, trust me. With insecurity of men, it could be challenging. But if you are sure that you are straight, it just need a correct self treatment, well-being and stuff. Talk with your boyfriend, if you want, you can consider therapy. Text me if you have some questions about anything Please, keep in mind I'm not professional